I think I have had my worst day of parenting today (hopefully)!
Managed one hour of sleep last night. No, not that baby Avneil slept for that hour and I wasn't paranoid, it's just that Harish took him to the other room so that I could get some sleep. Poorly Avneil had a horrible night. Not sure if it was his tummy aching, wind revolving or anything else under the sun, the only thing he could do was cry. Fed him six times in the night and I was exhausted, but couldn't muster up the courage to grab a bite. Shed tears looking at my baby in pain. Not sure if it was gripe water or the Indian tip of applying asafoetida in his belly, he slept at 9, I meant 9 AM. I brushed my teeth, hit the toilet and grabbed some breakfast and managed some sleep. Woke up 2.5 hours later only to find the poor mite has not even woken for a feed. Woke him up and he was hungry and didn't realize.
Checked facebook and there you go! A friend of mine, had her status updated that her baby has been sleeping through the night. 4 days younger than mine and there he was sleeping through the night! Guess what? He is formula fed. Where does all the theory of breast milk being the best goes? It all sounds like crap. Poor baby gets wind because of what I eat, gets tummy ache because of what I eat and none of us manage a good night sleep! I don't get proper sleep and that makes me tired and unwell (read it as gassy).
Had planned for meet up at friends place at 2pm and here I was, not managed to take a shower, grab some lunch and the clock struck 3pm. Going for the meet up was out of the window.
Spoke to family back at home and glad that they could feel my pain. But to add some icing on the cake, I was told about the dinner they planned for that night. Perfect - this is what I needed. A full blown menu when I had not even managed to reheat my lunch and have a bite. Not that they intended to do so, but it just added to my misery.
Then I finally thought I could go for a wash, when my poor baby vomited on me. I cried again. Cried that he wasn't well and also realized my effort of feeding him had gone in vain. Just managed to change my soiled tee and soothe him again so that he could sleep. Took a shower in jet speed (no body wash, no shampoo & no loofah). Rice, dal and veg, mixed them in a bowl and reheated in microwave and sat next to my baby and gulped it. It was not for hunger that I ate, my mums statement kept reeling in my head constantly - "You need to eat well as you are feeding him. If you don't, he won't get enough"! After I finished my lunch, I was craving for tea but hell no it was important that I slept to pile on some sleep for the next night, so decided to hit the bed with my baby. Guess he realized I was by his side and was hungry and didn't want to get off me after his feed. He just wanted to be hugged and it was 6 pm when he was finally in deep sleep and I could put him back on to his Moses basket.
I finally had the time to make myself the much needed cup of tea!! Harish was back home and life was normal again.