Attitude!!!

At this juncture of life, the thoughts in my mind are scattered and dispersed.

On one side there is a plethora of joy about being independent, of the realization that I have managed to create a space for myself in this over crowded world. I have confronted all my fears and allowed my self to become more productive and still moving on the path of attaining perfectionism.

And on the other side, my mind struggles hard to find “Is this is a viscous circle??”
Is this the way life is goanna be. Is this mundane routine goanna continue for the rest of life? I hate it! This is what I call “Cycle of Life”. Isn’t this job robbing me of my free time, my hobbies, my unrealized dreams with worries about scripts, defects, code, bugs, network problems, issues, server down time and deadlines. Is this the life of a S/W (sleepy Weepy) Engineer??

It was just yesterday that we were setting the trends. May it be clothes, dance, drama, music, sports or literature; we were masters of all. There was no space for
the word “NO” in life.
And today I can say with conviction, not one hand would volunteer for either of it.
Where has the passion got lost?
It was just a year back that I was the heart and soul of my college functions and today I find it hard to sit and watch a function because my mind is bogged with the thoughts of reaching office on time tomorrow, of the unfinished task on the queue. Only yesterday did I realize how this slow poison has done its reaction.

But then came a strong realization which bought a sudden enlightenment. It’s the benediction of the lord that we are given the path to success as an easy piece of cake. It’s just the attitude that has lost its place. All you need is a little time …………We just need to plunge in deep into our heart and find the passion still intact! And that’s promise friend!!!

Food for thought:

What we do during our working hours determines what we have,What we do during our leisure hours determines what we are.

I can conquer the whole world.....

I can conquer the whole world with one hand as long as you are holding the other!


A positive avalanche pours in! One moment you have nothing and the next, you have more than you can cope with.

One moment you are struggling hard with whirls of paradoxes, with extreme emotions and the next moment you are full of composure…

Yes! In the recent past, peace and happiness was a like a mirage…Things looked faded, colorless and blurred. The road I chose was dark and deep, and I was walking there in solitude with just my soul with me….. There was just a stir of sadness and I found a hand holding mine with compassion, love and warmth. And I turned to find my soul mate, standing neither behind nor ahead of me, just along with me. It was that moment, which gave me assurance of life time.
I could feel a different me! I could feel the courage to cope up with everything and I actually coped up with all the sadness. Neither did I just leave the old things, I discovered a better life. A life, the way I wanted it to be! Just a big decision to walk towards the tough road for the first time and then all is smooth…Life gave me all the happiness I desired for…….

We realize how easy and simple the toughest hours of our life are only after cracking it……

Dedicated to my friend!

Today on my way to office, just looking out of the window...soo many thoughts got over my head! The journey to office seemed soo long.......I realized an element missing in my life..Yes, that was my friend Shri...Never before did I realize how much I wil miss her..How Imp had she become in my life....
Last nite, I was fighting with thoughts....had a bad and long night! The person with whom, I use to talk every nite before sleeping, was no more there beside me...It was a sad night!
:-(
But then, I realized how selfish I had become...I should be happy that my friend is starting a new life...A beautiful life...Life with her soul mate...He is fortunate enough to find a girl like her...She is atrue friend..! :-) Yes, she proves the fact that Scorpio's are the most loyal friends on this earth....would just like to thank my friend through this post of mine! Thanks dear!

Wish u all the luck in life! :) miss u!