Attitude!!!

At this juncture of life, the thoughts in my mind are scattered and dispersed.

On one side there is a plethora of joy about being independent, of the realization that I have managed to create a space for myself in this over crowded world. I have confronted all my fears and allowed my self to become more productive and still moving on the path of attaining perfectionism.

And on the other side, my mind struggles hard to find “Is this is a viscous circle??”
Is this the way life is goanna be. Is this mundane routine goanna continue for the rest of life? I hate it! This is what I call “Cycle of Life”. Isn’t this job robbing me of my free time, my hobbies, my unrealized dreams with worries about scripts, defects, code, bugs, network problems, issues, server down time and deadlines. Is this the life of a S/W (sleepy Weepy) Engineer??

It was just yesterday that we were setting the trends. May it be clothes, dance, drama, music, sports or literature; we were masters of all. There was no space for
the word “NO” in life.
And today I can say with conviction, not one hand would volunteer for either of it.
Where has the passion got lost?
It was just a year back that I was the heart and soul of my college functions and today I find it hard to sit and watch a function because my mind is bogged with the thoughts of reaching office on time tomorrow, of the unfinished task on the queue. Only yesterday did I realize how this slow poison has done its reaction.

But then came a strong realization which bought a sudden enlightenment. It’s the benediction of the lord that we are given the path to success as an easy piece of cake. It’s just the attitude that has lost its place. All you need is a little time …………We just need to plunge in deep into our heart and find the passion still intact! And that’s promise friend!!!

Food for thought:

What we do during our working hours determines what we have,What we do during our leisure hours determines what we are.